If I could gather up the nerve I’d put my feelings into words.

it's the greatest feeling in the world
to know he couldn't let go of you either.

If you cut yourself, if you hate yourself, if you eat, if you don’t eat. If your parents split up, if your parents hit you, if your mom tells you you’re a piece of trash. If you got in a car crash and half your face is gone - wake up in the morning and give yourself a shot. Do it. Not for music, not for any reason other than the fact that you are alive and you were give the grace to wake up another day. So do it, man. Just freaking get out there and do it.

Strength isn't about how much you can handle before you break. It's about how much you can handle after you break.

You think you'll be alone forever cause your first love broke your heart and you just can't seem to get over him or find someone else? Well, it took me a year to find someone who made me happier than he did, who made me feel even better than he did, and you know what? It was worth the wait.

If you really knew me, you'd know my life isn't perfect. You'd know I barely get along with my family. You'd know that even though I may come off happy, I'm sad sometimes and I cry myself to sleep some nights. I never get told "I'm proud of you". If you really knew me, you'd know that I do everything in my power to make people happy, even if I'm not. You'd know I'm stubborn and I fight with people more than I'd like to. I've lost my friends and I've hurt so much because of it. You'd know that, even though life really hard on me sometimes, I still try to find the good in it. I may get sad and depressed, but when I'm happy, it's a pretty site.

if you really knew me...you'd know that i shut people out when i need them most. that i just want someone who will love me even when i try to push them away.

If you really knew me you'd know that this is the happiest I've ever been.

the ones who say you can't and you won't are
always the ones who are most scared that you will.

Someone once said that once you experience something real, your first true love or anything remotely close to the sheer purity of that first love, nothing will ever compare. And once you start a new relationship, no matter what, after that first love, you will go into that relationship with two people: The guy who holds your hand and the guy who holds your heart. Most likely these two people aren’t the same, but if you find someone who is, then that’s how you know you have the real thing.

Even the very best friend isn’t perfect. Every friendship has its share of ups and downs, disappointments and discouragements. But the true test of friendship is whether it endures the hard times as well as the happy times. When you are truly best friends – when you have a friendship worth preserving – you learn how to voice your feelings with each other. You discuss how and when you’ve been hurt. You even cry together. Then you forgive, seal your friendship with a hug, and continue on good terms with each other. That’s how best friendships are maintained over the years. Each little offense is dealt with and forgiven (and forgotten). The focus remains on the strengths of the relationship: love, understanding, acceptance, and loyalty. When you take time to work through differences and misunderstandings, the friendship grows stronger and sweeter.

And when I'm over you, I'll be the happiest I've ever been. Happier than you ever made me.

your happiness causes my pain.

If I really was a bitch, I’d make your life a living hell. But instead, I’ll sit back and watch you do it yourself.

Love is when hurting him will hurt you more.

When you don't look back,
I guess that's when the feelings start to fade away.

Because for some reason every teenager is breaking something.
Walls, arms, phones, and hearts. So maybe that's why this is the
hardest time of our life, because we're never quite whole.

sometimes you have to get rid of the old feelings to make room for the new ones.

If you really knew me, you would know that I loved my ex boyfriend with everything I had, and over a year later, I still can't completely let it go. You would know that I still blame everything that happened between him and I entirely on myself, and sometimes that weight is more than I can bear. You would also know that the boy I'm kind of interested in right now has a girlfriend, but I believe him every time he says he will leave her - eventually. If you really knew me, you would know that I know for a fact that he is lying, and I know for a fact that he will hurt me. Yet I fall for him more and more everyday, and he is the guy I always run back to. Every. Single. Time. If you really knew me, you would know that my grandparents' health depresses me, and the thought of them not living anymore makes me want to crawl in a whole and just die. You would know how absolutely terrified I am to go to college, mainly because I have know idea what I want to do with my life, and I really don't want to realize in 4 years that I made the wrong decision. If you really knew me, you would know to look past the smile because I am hardly ever a happy person.

 And so you asked how I was doing and I lied and said I was fine. I mean, life is okay, but it would be better if you were mine.

 Someday I hope you find everything you want, just forgive me for everything I'm not.

 It's not even you that I really want back, it's the pieces of me you took with you when you left because when I lost you, I didn't know I would lose me too.

Right now, someone you haven't met
is out there wondering what it would be
like to meet someone like you.

The reason he'd broken up with her was, ironically,
for her own good. He knew that if he asked her to
drop everything and follow him across the earth, she'd do it;
if the roles were reversed, though, he wouldn't.
They were at different places in the same relationship,
and like anything that's out of alignment; they were
destined to crash sooner or later.
By taking care of it early gently, he liked to think he
was only trying to keep her from getting her
heart broken even harder. 

Sometimes I wonder what I would do without you. We joke about that a lot, but honestly my life revolves around you. The feelings that I have for you are so immense I cannot even put them into a single word or action. When I think about our relationship, sometimes it brings tears to my eyes, because it is so intimate and powerful. You complete me and make me feel whole. When you are not around it is like there is a dull haze that surrounds everything, and when you come around I feel like I am at home and at peace. I cannot express the devotion and adoration that I have for you; “love” seems like such a broad and insufficient word compared to the way you make me feel. I can see the love for me that you have in your eyes and it makes me feel like I am the only girl in the world. You would fight any battle for me, stand through the test of time with me, and divulge every part of yourself to me, and I would do the same- times two. The strength of our relationship is something to be feared and admired, because there are very few people in this world that have found what we come by naturally. Loving you is like breathing, there are no falterings, no questions, and no doubts. I trust you with my whole being because I know that you will always protect me, love me, comfort me, and provide for me. There is no hesitation when it comes to loving you; I can barely remember not loving you. It seems like a fuzzy, distant memory. My favorite part of our relationship is the openness and honesty that revolves around everything we do and say. There are no secrets, and there is no distrust. We tell it like it is, and work out our problems in rational and considerate ways. We know the each other’s limits, and know what boundaries not to cross. I can tell you how I feel and not feel embarrassed. We can read each other’s emotions like a book. You accept all of who I am: the past, the present, and the future. You are loving, patient, and understanding. I do not feel fake around you, and I do not have to wear a mask. You make me feel like a supermodel when I am acting like a complete dork. You have helped me overcome fears that I thought I would be struggling with the rest of my life. I know that you will never make me do something I am uncomfortable with. I am not afraid to be myself around you, and the times that we have spent alone are cherished the most. I wish I could spend every moment of every day entangled in your arms. The perseverance and willpower that you have is extraordinary; I love your work ethic and the way that you support me and hope that I will achieve all of my dreams. All of my dreams about the future include you and I am eager to make more memories. I would do anything for you sweetheart, I would hang the stars and the moon for you just so I could have enough light to see your face at night. You and I are like black and white, complete opposites that complement each other perfectly, and although other people may not understand our strange pairing, I understand us more than I have understood anything in my whole life. Every day that I have with you is the best day of my life, and I thank God that He put you on this earth for me. I could not ask for more blessings than having you are in my life forever. “I know that you and I don’t have the same idea of what heaven will be like, but I know that God put us on this earth to be together.” I cannot wait to spend the rest of eternity with you in my arms, sweetie. You are my perfect guy, my sunrise and sunset (no, you are my complete sun), my happily ever after, you are my miracle. You and me against the world … that’s love.

& then he looked at me, with the same look in
his eyes as day one. And I knew, right then, I could
never let him look at anyone else that way again.

love means loving someone even
when you don't feel like liking them that day.

this is for all the girls who have stayed up crying over a boy. who can't go to sleep because they have to many flashbacks going in through their heads. this is for the girls who scarred there arms for the first time over a boy. for the girls who waited hours for a call and text they never got. this is for the girls who watched their boyfriends cheat and flirt with other girls. this is for the girls who gave everything to a guy and he threw it all away. this is for the girls who believed every little lie, cared too much & fell in love with that boy while being blinded by love. this is for the girls who are sittting in bed crying right now with their hearts shattered in their hands or lost at sea waiting to return. this is for the girls who lost all control over a guy & can't seem to return back to normal. this is for all the girls who have cried up an ocean over a boy & would swim it just to see that guy smile one more time. that guy that they can't get over, no matter how much they try. 

i'm weird with relationships. i think i know what i want, then i run. i think i run because i'm scared; scared that i might get hurt.

It's only when you see people looking ridiculous
that you realize just how much you love them.

 A recent study shows that the heart grows weaker
everytime we do something opposite of what we feel.
- Reader's Digest.

 The problem is, you aren't being loved like you should be.

 Just because you were happy with him, doesn't mean you can't be happy without him.

More than anything I want you to be thinking of me.

 I only thought about you once today, but I never stopped.

neeww!

Im jealous of every girl that has ever hugged you, because for one moment, they had my whole world in their arms

I don’t have a fear of commitment- I have a fear of abandonment. We all screw things up, I screw things up. Especially with the people I love. I get needy, I get moody, I get distant, and I want to be too close. I get confused; I don’t understand all of it. But I keep pushing because I hope in this thing. The universe, There’s no way I’m the only person out there who wants something this bad. If I want it someone else out there must too.

I was nothing more than your favorite soundtrack.
I was played till I skipped and scratched on nearly
every track. You pulled me out whenever you needed
something for a party or life hurt you a little too much.
Well, I'm touched, but I'd love to be more than background music.

She's going move on and I feel sorry for you because she thought you were the most amazing boy ever. If she could have any guy in the world she would have picked you above the others she thought you were different. 'Wrong. You're just going be another guy to her now.

One day, you will wake up. You will be able to get dressed, eat breakfast, brush your teeth, take a shower, go to school, eat lunch, and come home. And you’ll be able to do all of that without thinking about him.

It doesn’t matter how long you’ve known him, all that matters is that he’s had you smiling since day one.

Once I dropped a tear into the ocean, the day I find it is the day I'll stop loving you.

trying to forget someone you loved is like trying to remember someone you never knew.

"We all die.  The goal isn't to live forever;
the goal is to create something that will."

It just bothers me because you never really do know if he cares
or if it's just a facade. He could tell you that you’re his "only one,"
but how do you know he won't turn around and say it to someone else too?
Relationships are hard and a lot of people say that it doesn't work without trust,
& yeah, that's true. But I think in order to be completely head over heels,
you have to be willing to be stupid. You have to be willing to fall.

of all the things I question in life, I have one answer in my mind. What you need is that one person who keeps you going, that one person who manages to take all the pain away. It amazes me that the one person who stays with you through everything, makes you forget all about the others who didn't. A single soul out of the billions in the world can make you feel like you are the world. Life is only worth living if there is someone worth living for. You need that someone who fills the empty space in your heart, someone who lets you know you're so much more than enough. I hope everyone finds that someone who makes their days worthwhile and I thank God you're that person to me.

Someday I hope you will be sorry for what you've done. I hope you look back at everything that happened and feel horrible. I hope you realize what you've done to me, how you killed me. I want you to feel like the asshole that you are.

It's just that I found a certain comfort in you that I found nowhere else. A certain laugh that I never had before and a certain joy in my life that I could never even try to explain. I miss that and to be honest, I miss you. I miss every single part of you. The part where you made fun of me, and then said, "I'm just kidding, I love you." And all your crazy stories about crazy things you tried to do; and the smile you would give me every time you saw me. Ever since we said our goodbyes, I just want you a little more; each second of every day. But you're gone and there's no sign of you ever coming back.

I just got so hurt... really hurt. And sometimes, when that happens, something inside just shuts off.

You know im changing and its breaking your heart. There’s nothing you can do, except watch me fall apart.

I realize now that when your heart breaks, you’ve got to fight like hell to make sure you're still alive, because you are, and that pain you feel, that’s life. The confusion and fear, that’s there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better & something is worth fighting for,.

You're not my favorite mistake,
you are just a simple regret
I thought I knew who you were,
but watch how fast and
watch how well I forget

I like to pretend that everything's alright.
Because when everybody else thinks your fine,
sometimes you forget for a while that you're not.

I remember all the late night talks and all the words I was so comfortable saying to him, but I never would have been able to say to anyone else. I remember all the songs that take me back and make me smile. I remember all the promises, the ones we both knew would be broken. I remember all the moments he took my breath away and how he knew more about me than I thought anyone could. I remember the games we'd play because we talked about so much we couldn't think of anything else to say. I thought about what kind of person could have thrown that all away and hurt someone that much. going into it, I never thought that it would have ended like that. after wanting someone for so long, it's supposed to be perfect, right? and everything should last forever, but I fell out of love, and when you loved someone you just wanted them to be happy. even if their happiness doesn't involve you.

He said “I didn’t mean to break your heart.”  But before he could finish, I replied with, “I didn’t mean to fall in love with you either, but we all make mistakes.”

click!

She's as pretty as a picture every bit as funny as she is smart; 
Got a smile that'll hold you together & a touch that'll tear you apart;
When she's yours she brings the sunshine when she's gone the world goes dark; 
Yeah, she's heaven on the eyes but boy she's hell on the heart.

That's all anyone wants from anyone else, 
not love itself but the knowledge that love is there. 

You have to admit that love doesn't give you
the license to own a person forever.
Only a chance to enjoy someone's company for a moment.

The one thing I hate the most is saying goodbye. It's never been easy for me. 
I mean, how do you approach the concept of goodbye? 
Goodbyes are all different. Some are for a day, some are for a month. 
But others are forever. And the concept of forever is hard to accept.
 It's like, hey, I'm never going to see you again, goodbye. 
It doesn't feel complete. But I think that's what goodbyes are.
They're incomplete and you honestly don't know how long the goodbye will last.

i believe being alone means you're free. that old lovers miss you and
new lovers want you and the one you're with is the one you're meant
to be with. that everything you want to happen, will happen. if you
decide you want it enough. that every time you think a sad thought,
you can think a happy one instead.

life isn't about how many people call you and it's not about who you've
dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. it's not about grades, money,
clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. life isn't about if you have
lots of friends, or if you are alone. and it's not about how accepted or
unaccepted you are. but life is about who you love and who you hurt.

it's about how you feel about yourself. it's about trust, happiness and compassion.

it's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. life is about avoiding jealousy, over-coming ignorance and building confidence. it's about what you say and what you mean. it's about seeing people for who they are and not for
what they have. most of all, it is about living your life to touch someone else's.

I still get chills when I listen to these songs that you mentioned. You probably think that I have forgotten about you. But no, I still think about you everyday, if not more. You were my first love, or so I thought. No, I don't like, or love you still. I got over you finally, but you taught me so much. And I just wanted to thank you. Those were some of the best months of my life. Don't let any girl tell you that all you are is an asshole, cause you're not. Sure you have you moments, but don't we all? You're just about the greatest thing that has happened to me. And you'll always have a spot in my heart and give me chills whenever I see your name

I miss how happy I was with you.

On the rainiest day of the year, I see you standing by yourself on my doorstep and without saying a word, I know that I’ve hurt you. I see the pain and confusion in your eyes and more visible in your spirit. “I’m sorry” is what I told you before I walked away. But the one thing you don’t know is that it’s killing me inside. It’s tearing me apart because I want to be with you. I want to feel your heart upon mine and I want your kisses, embraces, and love. I need you more than anything, but the worst part is that I won’t allow myself. My fear of being hurt has taken over and by trying to save myself from heartbreak, I’ve killed our perfect love, hurt you, and committed love suicide.

i wish i could run away from this but it's
hard because despite what my mind wants,
my heart keeps pulling me back and
apparently, i can't argue with that because
it's going to hurt whether you're here or not.

And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways they can never be fixed. And this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young, and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older, and you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be or if it's already happened.

We didn't realize we were making memories. We just knew we were having fun.

You swear you know me, cause you heard my name, but if you really met me, you know the game. Drama never ends and haters are all the same. They smile to your face and spit on your name.

There will always be those awkward
moments when you walk by a person
and remember everything you had.

Screw you. I believed in you and in everything we had. And you
threw it all away for her. That killed me. You threw away everything
we worked for. Everything we were. And you didn't even throw it
away for a good reason. No, you threw it away for a two day fling.
It's been almost two years, and I still cannot understand how you
could do that to me. I thought you cared. Obviously we always had
problems. It was like you were the melody and all I wanted was to
be your harmony. But I was always off, and we were never able to
collaborate. We were just a composition that wanted so badly
to make it.

You know, the right guy won't change you. He won't
subtly pressure you. He won't tell you who you can and
can't talk to about the two of you. He won't hide the
fact that you're hanging out. He's not gonna tell you
you're wrong for feeling... for being a girl. The right guy
will show you off to his friends. He'll take it as slow as
you want. He'll only go as far as you're comfortable with.
He'll take you out to places, even if it's just a fast food
place or the store. He'll actually sit through your stupid
girly Disney movies with you because he wants to watch
them with you. The right guy will come along someday,
you just gotta tough it out and wait for him. But whatever
you do, don't settle. You deserve so much more.

it's funny how you can be face to face with someone and yet it
feels as though you're on the other side of the world from them.
they haven't actually gone anywhere, but they might as well have.
it's one of the worst feelings to become acquainted with: to miss
someone who's literally right there.

Every single person in this world wants someone.

You're not going to be able to find another girl who will cope with your crap. Who is going to sit listening to your tapping away texting another girl while one the phone with them. Or someone who is willing to put up with your teasing and ridicule. You will not be able to find another girl who will wait for 'a few minutes' that quickly turns into two hours, while you are on the phone until two in the morning with that other girl. And I hope you realize someday that I am the only one who will handle that. And when you see that, I hope I am finally moved on so you understand what you lost.

And with our friendship comes one guarantee, whatever happens to you, happens to me.

·         i know it seems like a million years ago we dated, but it wasn't. maybe you're over it, maybe it doesn't mean a thing to you anymore, maybe it never did. but it meant a lot to me. you meant a lot to me & you still do.

Singing along in a car packed full of your close friends,
laughing and smiling having the best time of your life.
With the windows down and the moon shining bright.
Now those are the days I live for.

just 4 kate.

She looked into the night sky and said, so this
is what it feels like, letting go of everything.

I'm gonna walk away and it's up to you to say how far.

Can't say "screw him" about the boy that I came the closest to loving. I would still do anything for him and it sucks because I know he wouldn't do the same for me. It hurts more than anything, but I can't stop loving him; believe me - I've tried.

she can't wait to wake up in the city, in the summer, by the ocean, near the coastline, so the breeze can just remind her that she can get away when she can't stay awake.

last night was one of those sleepless nights, no matter what i did i couldn't fall asleep. after tossing and turning, i opened my phone & looked at the messages i received from the day. I looked at all the people who sent me a simple hello or a goodnight text message. At that moment, i finally realized that no matter what happens i will always have someone looking out for me. I have the best friends in the world, and i know they are not going anywhere. I finally realized i don't need him. despite what my brain tells me; i know my heart doesn't beat for him. after all these thoughts raced through my mind i put my phone down & a peaceful feeling went through me. i closed my eyes and fell asleep in seconds.

When I look into your eyes,
I know life can be beautiful
& I realize that I always notice
these things when I'm around you.

And in some way, I recognize that I will never be
fully over you, and that part of me will always love
you. But most of me understands that this doesn't
work, and I need to move on to be happy.

In the end, some of your greatest pains become some of your greatest strength

Please know there are much better things in life than being lonely or liked or bitter or mean or self-conscious. We are all full of shit. Go love someone just because. I know your heart may be badly bruised, or even the victim of numerous knifings, but it will always heal. Even if you don't want it to, it keeps going. There are the most fantastic, beautiful things and people out there, I promise. It is up to you to find them.

So, is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish.;
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.

i just want to run. I want to disappear. I want to be someone else. I want to cry. I want to sleep. I want to give up. I want you back. I want to tell you you're a bitch. I want to punch you in the face. I want to be happy. I want to let you go. I want to tell you I love you and not cry. I want to tell you I miss you so much. I want to stop crying. I want to stop being sad. I want to tell you what's on my mind. I want to be able to live without you. I want to live with you

He acts like he doesn't give a fuck. But we all know he's falling apart with out her smile.

Here's to you, and hoping someday you realized I actually did care.

I wish my mom could have

told me the same thing about

guys that she did about bikes.

"sooner or later, you're going

to fall and get hurt.".

Am I supposed to put my life on hold because
you don't know how to act and you don't know
where your life is going? Am I supposed to be torn
apart, broken hearted, in a corner crying? Pardon
me if I don't show it. I don't care if I never see you
again. I'll be alright. Take this final piece of advice and
get yourself together, but either way, baby, I'm gone.

I guess when it comes down to it, I’m grateful for feeling pain.
If it wasn't for the hurting, I would never have grown stronger.

I think best friends are the ones who've been through what you've been through. They understand where you're coming from & where you're going. It's always a challenge to stick by a friend who's making choices we don't agree with & are sometimes even dangerous, but it's at these times that are best friends need us the most.

I wish everyone in the world was a different color. Some shades would be similar, but there would only
be two of the same color. The goal would be to match colors. Along the way there will be several people with similar shades, but none your true color. But when you find your matching color staring back at you, you'll know.

Well, you like the water so much that you could be a fish. And we're right by the ocean so you can go dipping any old time that you wish. We'll watch the sunset and sit in the old lifeguard chair. And when the setting is done and we've lost the sun, we will nap on a blanket of sand. We can walk on water and dance in the light of the moon. Baby, just me and you.

i am already fucking sick of saying what i think and then having to apologize so you won't bitch about it. 

When you’re married and have kids and you’re little girl
asks who your first love was, I hope you say my name.

And he’s always been so good at moving forward
that he doesn’t notice what he’s leaving behind.

Letting go is something you do when you still love
someone, but just don't believe in them anymore.

if he acts like you're not worth his time maybe
you're not what he wants.. you're just a
replacement for what he can't have.

It's the hardest thing in the universe to listen to the guy you love 
talking about the girl you want to be.

But you keep treating me like a staircase, it's time to fucking step. And I won't be coming back, so don't hold your fucking breath. You know what you've done, no need to go in depth. I told you, you'd be sorry if I fucking left. I'd laugh while you wept. How's it feel now? Yeah, funny ain't it. You neglected me, did me a favor though my spirit free you've set. But a special place for you in my heart I have kept, it's unfortunate but it's too late for the other side.

As a tear rolled down her cheek and landed on her lips, he reached up and wiped it away with his gentle finger tip. Her face was red from crying, he held her so tight with everything he had - didn't let her go until she was no longer sad. Listened to every word she said and showed her that he cared and told her that he loved her and let her know that he'd be there. Listened to her heart beat and smiled as he hugged her... and he did all of these things because he truly loved her.

The minute you think you're going to lose something, it 
becomes the most important thing in your life.

Close your eyes and let the song take you away to the summer nights you dreamed of; growing up under the stars. And me, like when I kissed those lips. I could never forget the love that we had.

Live, laugh, love. Be yourself. There will be two dates on your tombstone, everyone will read them, but the only thing that matters is the dash between them.

To be honest, I really don't give a fuck. I lose friends, make friends, and enemies everyday. Regardless, I'm still going to be me.

To sum up the past year, I would basically remember the mornings I had you in mind while getting dressed. The hours we spent talking. The flirty texts we exchanged. The hugs, the smiles, and all the good times. I mean, yeah, it didn't work out the way I really wanted it to, but I'm not going to remember you in a bad way. Other guys I've dated, I say their assholes, but you're different. We didn't work out, but I still love you as a person. You're still incredible in my mind. And you always will be.

You spend so much of your life basing yourself on what you think other people think of you. Then you realize that maybe one of the purposes of life is not to care.

Now, looking back on you and thinking about all the feelings you made me feel; You made me hate myself most of the time, you made me cry, & for a while you took away my smile. I was a complete disaster and just when I was about to give up, he walked into my life. He makes me laugh until I can't breathe, and he makes me never want to stop smiling. He also proved that I don't deserve something that's going to come and go. I deserve someone that will love me all the time, at my worst and at my best. I deserve a real man, and I sure as hell found him<3.

You may feel alone when you're lying in
bed, or cry yourself to sleep. But always
remember that your heart belongs to
someone you've yet to meet, and
someday, you will be loved.

We don't talk anymore and I can't understand why. It's
like you gave me wings then told me it's illegal to fly.

It was just one of those mornings where I sat up in bed
and wondered what the fuck I've been doing all my life.

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Please don’t act like you care. You don’t and we all know it. You’ve watched me destroy myself for far too long. If you really cared, you’d have tried to stop me long before now.

Stop right there; don't say another word. I truly don't want to hear what you have to say. We're through. You fucked it up. Everything was perfect, until you decided it wasn't.

i need a guy who can make me laugh,
just by the way he says hello
when i pick up the phone.
the guy who makes my hand shake
when i'm sitting right next to him.
the guy who isn't afraid to keep hugging me,
when i'm just not ready to let go.

lets ignore each other and pretend
the other doesn't exist. but deep down,
lets know it wasn't supposed to end like this.

remembering you is easy; i do it everyday.
missing you is the heartache that never goes away

it is a truth universally acknowledged that
when one part of your life starts going okay,
another falls apart spectacularly to pieces

his friends were jealous of him; he's got her and
they don't. he could do anything with her but he
chose to stay away from her. not get too attached.
they didn't understand why, why he pushed her
away and didn't give her everything she wanted.
she was worth everything in the world but he
didn't treat her like that. they didn't understand,
no one did.

I give myself three days to feel better, or else I swear I'll drive right off a fucking cliff. Cause if I can't learn to make myself feel better, how can I expect anyone else to give a shit? And I scream for the sunlight or car to take me anywhere, just get me past this dead and eternal snow. Cause I swear that I'm dying. Slowly, but it's happening.

Love isn't want your friends or family think; it's what you think. Love isn't anyone else's problem, but the people in love. Love isn't based upon sex. Love is based upon two people who are exactly alike. Who needs money or cars when you have love? A relationship isn't picture perfect, it has good times and bad times, and when you argue, you make up no matter how bad it is. Cheating is forgivable, but if you love the person like you say you do, there isno reason to cheat cause they're the only person you need. Love is forever even if you break up; if you loved the person when you break up, you still will. Love isn't about age; age is just a number. It's about how you treat each other, not how old they are. Love hurts and sometimes relationships don't work out and you will cry, but you will find true love one day. You'll never know when love is going to hit you, and when it hits you, it will hit hard. Once it hits, it's hard to get back up again. Love hurts, but it's worth the pain.

we are total opposites. i have good grades, i have my life sorted,i want to be something good,yet he doesnt care about the world, takes each day as it comes, gets into a lot of trouble. the only thing we really have in common is we know how to rip blunts and drink till 5am. but i saw past all his bad points and learnt to love him. yes, he has this image of a bad guy, yet i am the only one whos seen the other side, where he is loving and kind. 

You know, the right guy won't change you. He won't subtly pressure you. He won't tell you who you can and can't talk to about the two of you. He won't hide the fact that you're hanging out. He's not gonna tell you you're wrong for feeling... for being a girl. The right guy will show you off to his friends. He'll take it as slow as you want. He'll only go as far as you're comfortable with. He'll take you out to places, even if it's just a fast food place or the store. He'll actually sit through your stupid girly Disney movies with you because he wantsto watch them with you. The right guy will come along someday, you just gotta tough it out and wait for him. But whatever you do, don't settle. You deserve so much more.

If you're sick of bad things happening to you, stop putting up with it and demand better.

You change for two reasons;
either you learn enough that you want to,
or you've been hurt enough that you have to.

I don't think you will ever comprehend
the hold you have on me.

Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you are expected to give; which is everything.

I dont know where i stand with you
and i don't know what i mean to you
but i think of you
and all i want do is be with you

I just wonder how many people never get the one they want, but end up with the one they're supposed to have.

You're way too young to believe it's not going to be okay.

You know that moment that comes when the last tear falls? The one when you realize that your worst fears have come to light and you’re still breathing? Never forget the moment you look into the mirror and into your red eyes and see that you aren’t broken or weak or lost at all. You are thin skin over steel.

every time you talk to me, i see
that smile and those eyes and i
realize i can't get over this one.

I fall hard. I fall fast. I fall into things that arent meant to last.

The bad thing about a girl with a broken heart is that she starts to hand out the pieces to anyone who comes around.

For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for everything you gain, you lose something else.
--Ralph Waldo Emerson

I want warm summer nights, to lie in a hammock, staring at the stars, telling you stories. I want to dip my toes in the water, to dangle my feet off the edge of the dock and sit leaning forward, looking at you, laughing. To huddle around a fire on the beach, salt water drying into my hair, reading from that book you always carry. I want to sit next to you on a log and sleep next to you in a tent. I want to wake up early and make pancakes over a fire, to wash the dishes in the river while we swim. to build sandcastles and castles-in-the-air. I want to drive home with my bare feet on the dashboard, the windows down, my hair whipped in every direction from the wind rushing through open windows. I want to hear your voice shouting the lyrics to the songs on the radio that you don’t know the words to. I want to be able to look at you and smile and not say a word, to have adventures and passion and to truly live: To truly love

Sometimes we love people so much that we have to be numb to it. Because if we actually felt how much we love them, it would kill us. That doesn't make you a bad person. it just means your heart's too big.

All because one boy didn’t have the guts to finish what he started.

I can’t even stand up straight My heart is 
broken over in that corner, my phone is
dead and my ears are ringing. I think I’m
losing weight and I don’t know what day it
is. My mascara is smeared on my pillow
and my fists are bruised. I couldn’t say
a whole sentence without my voice breaking
if I wanted to. This is what it feels like to be
let down in the worst possible way.

Remember last summer, when we were bored 
out of our minds, had no idea what day it was, 
and still had the time of our lives? 
Yeah, those were the days. 

What happened to those girls? The ones that were supposed to grow old
together, and marry those stupid boys they always loved? What happened
to those girls that sat up all night prank calling boys that hurt them? What 
happened to those girls that pinky promised they’d be best friends forever?

still got a piece of you under my skin, its always there no matter where i've been.